10 Questions I have for myself right now.

I was just told last Monday that my dad has 1 to 2 months. Am I trying to hold it in because I need to get through the rest of my life right now? I don't know. There's things I need to do.

I am picking up dog sitting gigs. If I pick up enough I don't need the 2nd job on Saturday nights. She asked if I still wanted to work and I think I said Yes out of fear.

I feel sold on it. It sounds too good to be true. I am going to have someone I trust also listen to the podcast and check out the course to give me their opinion before I start investing money. All I know about is the refundable $250 if I complete the first phase. How much does Phase 2 and 3 cost? I don't like when the money is not laid out clearly up front. I don't trust it. I just want a more flexible schedule.

I wrote 7 days in a row at my sisters house. That place is so relaxing and I get in the zone. I have never felt able to get in the zone where I am living now. I want to move but I can't afford rent on my own.

It was my dream since leaving Korea. Live in as many countries as I can. But was that just the best alternative. I am in a relationship now and he wants to stay around family. Can I stay in Michigan and just travel? I need a better profession to do that.

I love my assistant but her husband is being stationed some place else and she's gotta go. I get it. Who will be the new person?

I can't work where I am working. It's not the kids. It's my boss. It's the neighborhood. It's the community. It's the crappy free government lunch that is not doing much for these kids.

I don't know. He's trying. I need it. I am a college educated teacher that can't afford $1000 a month rent for a one bedroom apartment.

I am trying to do the Gretchen Rubin 23 things in 23 list. I only have 9. I love little challenges. Where are these other 14 going to come from?

I have a $1400 deductible. That's actually pretty good but when you bring home $2200 a month its kind of stressful. Therapy is $150 a session. I want to go every week. Is therapy an addiction for me? Do I really need it? I really just want to find that sweet flexible second job that can turn into a full time job that I love. So I am looking at different courses to take.