Escaping Love. (2 min 10 sec)

We say we want love. We say we want peace. But the truth? We’re running from it. Every time we open up our spiritual text of choice we feel inspired, then toss it aside to dive back into our ego-driven lives — that's our escape in action.

You know the feeling. You read something profound, it hits deep, and then moments later, you forget everything. Why? It’s not that you’re not smart enough. It’s fear. You’re subconsciously telling yourself, "This is dangerous. Don’t go there." And why would that happen? Because living these truths means letting go of the very self you’ve spent a lifetime building. It’s not just about letting go of judgments and special relationships. It’s about undoing who you think you are.

The ego has convinced you that the real threat is God’s wrath. That’s a lie. The real threat is realizing you chose the ego in the first place, and worse — you can choose again. The moment you do, the whole structure crumbles. It’s the end of your personal story. That’s why we created this world and our individual identities — to escape the mind’s deep knowledge that separation from God never happened. If it never happened, we don’t exist.

We cling to what’s familiar, fighting to make the world real, giving it power over us because we’re terrified of what happens when we let go. Dissociation isn’t just a psychological term here. It’s a spiritual strategy to protect the false self. You split off from the truth because the truth threatens everything you’ve built.

But here's the irony: the more you fight the fear, the stronger it gets. The solution isn’t to force your way through it. It’s to notice it. No judgment. No guilt. Just look at it with the quiet love that’s always been there in your mind. Fear of love is why you dissociate — and it’s love that will gently undo the dissociation.

When you stop running and look at your fear of losing individuality, that’s when the healing begins. It’s not an intellectual exercise. It’s a daily practice of looking at the world and others through kindness, not judgment. Kindness dismantles the ego faster than anything because the ego thrives on everything that isn’t kind.

So the next time you feel that push to run from love — pause. It’s not about doing more. It’s about noticing why you’re doing less.

Funny thing, though — if the ego never existed, and the world was over long ago... what exactly are you still afraid of?

#thinkgod
I am sorry.
Please forgive me.
Thank you.
I love you.