1. The Silent Saboteur.
Resistance isn’t just a vague idea — it’s the invisible chains that keep you stuck, going nowhere fast, and fooling yourself into thinking you’re making progress. It lurks in every judgment you refuse to release, every grievance you hold onto like a lifeline.
Freud cracked this over a century ago. His patients weren’t improving, and he was baffled — until it hit him. The issue wasn’t in the treatment; it was in the patients themselves. They didn’t want to get better. Resistance had them in a death grip. Now, let’s get real: You’re no different.
You’ve said the words, made the decision to wake up from this illusion, to return to God’s love. But let’s be honest — that stubborn ego of yours is clinging to its special, separated identity like a drowning man to a life raft. It resists because it knows that facing the truth means dismantling the entire thought system you’ve built your life on. Terrifying, isn’t it?
Here’s the hard truth: Saying “I want the peace of God” is empty if you don’t mean it with every fiber of your being. And meaning it means confronting that resistance head-on. It means tearing down the ego’s fortress brick by brick, no matter how painful or scary. This isn’t just a philosophical idea — it’s the brutal reality of dismantling the ego’s iron grip.
And then there’s God — how often do you actually think about Him? How many times have you gone through an entire day without a single thought of God? That’s not just forgetfulness — it’s your resistance in action, your ego’s last-ditch effort to keep you asleep.
The real work isn’t just in remembering God; it’s in forgiving yourself when you don’t. Every time you forget love, you’re replaying that original choice of separation over unity. But instead of wallowing in guilt, use it as a chance to forgive, to recognize this for what it is — the ego’s desperate game. And here’s the truth — you don’t have to play anymore.
In the end, blazing your way home isn’t about trying harder to follow Jesus or God. It’s about staring your ego in the face and saying, “Enough. I’m done with this fear.” Only then will you start to dissolve the resistance, finally wake up from this dream, and find your way back to the peace you’ve been searching for.
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I am sorry.
Please forgive me.
Thank you.
I love you.
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