Uncertainties

I wish I could know what to write here everytime, in a set timeline, with topics that make sense, and ideas that flow, but I’ve found out that I mostly can’t...

I usually want to write things as they happen, what life gives to me, I give back out. I love to write, but I am not that organized... scratch that, my life isn’t that organized at the moment, so it shows in my writing.

Takes me back to Sunday, I was fine the day before, and that morning, I was prepping to go to work... go save lives, yay!! I even woke up earlier and tried to put some make up on. I was just about set when I started to feel woozy! Felt like my head was spinning in a 100 cycles.

My husband was home, and I was fortunate to have breakfast and all set, then I went to work. As a medical personnel, I know patients sort of look up to us for some answers they cannot find themselves.

There I was, feeling sick and dizzy, at work on a Sunday, and I had to answer questions from a worried mother about her sick baby. I didn’t know all the answers, I’m sure we were doing the best we could at that moment for her child, but sadly her baby wasn’t feeling so great just yet.

By the time I was leaving this patient, my perseverance had worn out... I was soon been treated in the emergency room as I could barely stand on my two feet!

Since then, it’s been two days of mostly rest, and taking care of my baby at home, while I tried to recuperate. That certainly wasn’t how I planned to start my week, but life happened!

It’s a Thursday, I’m back to work, and at first I felt like I was almost 100 percent myself. I’m not very sure right now as I write this. I still don’t feel so great. I don’t know what else life has in store for me... but I’ve got to keep hope alive. So should you!!