10+ observations of living in comfortable suffering

1. Distraction becomes the default rather than facing the problem

2. The realisation it's the death of a thousand cuts rather than the beheading I fear that causes this suffering hi

3. It's because I am playing life small

4. I am in this state because I don't trust myself to choose my self

5. I am not living my values

6. I am using the power of habits to medicate the symptoms not to bring about the movement that will bring about change

7. I don't even know if the excuses I give for external events are real

8. If change is only an action from the step that becomes the first of many then why remain stuck

9. If that mentor is only one conversation away from the relationship that brings connection then why don't I talk to strangers or have honest conversations

10. Even when I find flashes of enlightenment why don't I build on it

11. Yes I am not alone so why can't I make progress in finding imperfect service and collaboration with others to end this suffering in comfort