10 thing i want in life (First list)

This one is a no brainer! Money will help me live a comfortable life. Also, it will never be an excuse for me to do something which i would like to do.

This one is very underrated for me, especially now when i am working from home and see my family all the time. But i see a lot of emphasis given to it by people and also felt at times that this is a must-have in life.

Started gym 4-5 months back and enjoy seeing as my physique is getting better. Again like money, it reduces one more excuse for chasing the things i want in my life.

I struggle with this a lot, i am often confused about things and sometimes second guess the decision i made earlier. However, with constant efforts, time, and a little bit of meditation and journaling i intend to get to a state of mind where i have utmost clarity about what i want (Goals) and how i want (Principles).

I believe myself to be above average speaker when i feel comfortable and have no pressure around the people i am with. However, when i am in a situation that i consider to be of high stakes and i believe that i have to give my best i usually perform very poorly and nowhere close to my usual self and potential. Need to improve this by constant practice and reminding myself that there nothing is such as 'High stakes' and to chill and just deliver the message i am supposed to deliver rather than thinking of impressing.

I should not be scared of the opinion of other people and of failure. Failure looks more daunting because of the negative comments of other people and also because of all the time and effort that goes into it, but later proves to be futile. However, the courage to pursue the things i really like and want is what i want to develop. It can be developed by constant practice again and getting in situations/circumstances which is uncomfortable in the beginning but where i desire to see myself getting comfortable and pro with time.

I don't want to live life always chasing something or another. I want to live a peaceful and happy life with no external pressure, i want to be the decision maker of how to use my time.

I am not much sure about it yet but i always feel that i would be much more happy and more content if i would work for myself rather than working for somebody else. I feel i would work at my full potential and not just do the bare minimum as i do currently at my job. This way i will utilize my time and life in a better manner.

This one i write hesitatingly as this one is not so much in my control but yeah i desire an understanding partner who understands my wants and desires and always supports me in getting those and keep reminding/ reiterating the principles that i hold dear to me and want to live my life on.

Freedom to do whatever i want, go wherever i want, and never have to take permission from anyone just my rational self.