Heretical Self Help
1. Look in the Mirror and acknowledge what a f#@k I am
I smashed my fist into a man for yelling at me because i crossed over his skies on the chairlift. Now that is some seriously bad behavior. Every day review where you screwed up and how you will modify your reactions. Maybe like me you need counselling. Get better do better. Nihlism kills.
2. Being fat.
I wasnt " big boned" i was fat and i wish someone was honest , and told me the harsh truth. Trouble was that i was hungry. Eating cottage cheese and chicken and other boring things satiated the hunger. Now i can climb towers at work without puking. Less likely to die early.
I was fat and depressed . Not attractive qualities. I looked up suicide on the browser found JA's blog site and began 1 percenting myself. I have kids now.