10 Fears to Face this Week
1. Registering for a marathon next month for which I don't quite feel ready.
I got not one but two injuries about two months ago, and while I'm mostly recovered and training again, I'm not where I was at that time. Signing up for the race will help put clarity and intention to my training, though.
2. Calling some business contacts.
I hate talking on the phone.
3. Booking that trip to Lisbon in September.
I feel a little fear around this one just because I haven't been out of the country since before COVID.
4. Going on a date with that girl.
She's pretty awesome so it should be fine.
5. Instigating a conversation with my parents about death planning.
They don't know it's coming but it needs to happen.
6. Being alone in my house working on my projects with no distractions.
I crave the background noise of a coffee shop to work, and I find the silence of my home to be a distraction.
7. My experiment of falling to sleep without the aid of a television on in the background.
Continuing the theme of fearing being alone in silence.
8. Signing up for a long-term volunteer opportunity next month that will involve being around a lot of people.
It's an exciting opportunity but I'm not comfortable with groups of strangers. I just need to sign up already.
9. Making a decision on whether or not to move out of my house this fall.
It's beautiful and peaceful where I live, but I crave change.
10. Doing longer meditation sessions.
Again, being alone in silence. It's my boogie man.
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